4. fall in love

Hmm...I have a bad feeling I shouldn't have fallen in love with the boy I did...its just too complicated and I'm obiously going to get hurt, like I always do :/ I mean whats the point of finding that person you think of constantly, wonder what they're doing, always want to be around, want to hug, and kiss and cuddle forever, now. its university in less than 9 months and I'm leaving Leicester in less than 7. But oh well it's happened now. I love him.

“ It is the passion that is in a kiss that gives to it its sweetness; it is the affection in a kiss that sanctifies it.
— Christian Nevell Bovee

94. Say "I Love You" and mean it in THAT way,

I said it :) and t felt nice to finally get it off my chest after ages. and he said it back :) <3 <3 <3

95. Don't swear for 7 days

Day 1a Morning: I started at 9am this morning swore about someone and their unattractive panties at 1.30pm therefore started up again at 1.55pm. No swears for me til 1.56pm next wednesday....it's gonna be a looooooooooooong week :|

Day 1a Evening: welllllll I had a bit of a spaz and said about 13 swears in one sentence which felt like it had no spaces... guessing i'm gonna start again tomorrow so it's offical and stuff :D

Day 3: OMG. WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT TO COMPLETE. WHY IS EVERYONE UPSETTING ME. WHY AM I SO RAGEFUL. WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY. >:(

Day 5: its gettign a little easier to handle i don't even consider swearing in my sentences now, people still get on my nerves but i can show emotion without calling people F-ing C-tbags from hell. :)

Day 7: OMG I CAN SWEAR AT MIDNIGHT.
lesson learnt= swearing is a dirty habit I don't need and i can have a clean conversation if i want to. :)

99. have a VHS day and watch tons of old films

Well after college yesterday I attempted to have a VHS girly night with Joy and Aysha, it kinda worked ans we watched a bit of Knight's tale and the Lion King and The iron giant <3 super love for those films they are too awesome tbh :)

18. Tell my ex "i'm sorry"

Decided this would be easy to do. but as the saying goes its easier said than done. I found myself not knowing what to say, having to draft and re-draft what I wanted to tell him. And in the end I'm glad I did, we have no hard feelings towards each other, and we're going to try anf be friends again now :) i told him exactly how I felt and how I wanted us to be close again and that he desrved someone lovely. oh man he gave me the best 6 months of my life ever *misses him*